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Fuuuuuck I need a damn job…

Wed, 22 May 2013 19:13:04 -0400

Fuuuuuck I need a damn job…

At the end of the day we all just want somebody who “gets us”. somebody we can trust,...

Wed, 22 May 2013 13:02:27 -0400

At the end of the day we all just want somebody who “gets us”.

somebody we can trust, depend on, grow, and have fun with.

sure its hard going for what you know, specially knowing you been there and wrong before

but its even harder going nowhere, just because your scared to be wrong again.

you may not have time for a relationship, but at least make time to something real

and be patient enough to let it grow.

dont over think yourself out of something special.

Its not just me your putting it all on me when in reality im trying to do whats best for you and I. this is not me saying thanks this is me saying i fucking love you so much that i know us getting back would only be hell and i know you know that too. and this is me saying i want to save our connection, our friendship that we had. its not me trying to be a bitch and just randomly say im out no im not saying im out im saying i want to stay but i want it to be a good and pleasant stay for both. we’ve pushed ourselves to the limit and have remorse for things so the only thing that will bring is pain. pain and pain and more pain. so dont think im repaying all youve done by this. Im saying thank u for letting me realize that i want u in my life forever and that we gave it a shot and it didn’t work. we both fucked up ( me more ) but itll be just too much to even give it a try at fixing it. it didnt go as how it shouldve went and for that i can be some blame but i mean good i want to do good i want us good. i just wish you understand.

derekwoodsphotography: There is nothing better in this world...

Tue, 21 May 2013 18:03:43 -0400

derekwoodsphotography:

There is nothing better in this world then having a lover, a partner, a collaborator to share your life and your passion with. Julie was brave enough become my girlfriend exactly a year ago today. She become part of my life and become my creative partner in all things. As the many “asks” on here can testify, and virtually any girl you ask would verify, it takes a brave, confident and secure lady to be the significant other of a erotic photographer. Not only did Julie take up those reigns, she had the gusto and talent to push me to be better than I ever was before her. I can say without question I am the man I am today because Julie. Her trust, her strength, her talent, her motivation drives me through every day.

To live with, be in love with, and truly be inspired by such a beautifully talented lady who I have the honor of calling my own makes me the luckiest man alive.

Julie I love you more than anything and I am honored that you share your life with me.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MY LOVE!!!!

Julie and I. LA. 2012. Eos-3 901.

Julie and I. New York. 2012. Sprocket Rocket 2949.

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Tue, 21 May 2013 17:43:49 -0400

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Tue, 21 May 2013 17:41:52 -0400

I should write a book. im thinking about it. i want it to be a narrative. but in third person. i...

Tue, 21 May 2013 17:36:00 -0400

I should write a book.

im thinking about it.

i want it to be a narrative.

but in third person.

i feel like i would tell so much feeling

and just enter in such detail

that the reader can feel what I felt.

i want a deeper connection.

i feel like i have so much bottled in and thats the only way

i can let it all out.

without judgements or commennts

just me and paper.

and a of course some marijuana.

Nothing I do ever seems to be enough Not even to myself

Tue, 21 May 2013 16:33:14 -0400

Nothing I do ever seems to be enough
Not even to myself

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Tue, 21 May 2013 02:19:30 -0400

sink-d0nt-swim: but-breathing: wow amen hallelujah

Mon, 20 May 2013 07:31:21 -0400

sink-d0nt-swim:

but-breathing:

wow amen

hallelujah

I wish you knew I want to be there for you. That I care more than I should And certainly more than...

Mon, 20 May 2013 07:31:00 -0400

I wish you knew I want to be there for you.
That I care more than I should
And certainly more than you know.
I’m clumsy
Dumb, sometimes weird and just do many mistakes most unintentionally.
But I can make good company
I can try to understand
I joke a lot
Sometimes a bit too much
I’m dumbfounded more times than a normal person
But sincerely I mean well, always.

Farewell

Sun, 19 May 2013 12:59:54 -0400

I just hate getting blamed for things I had no fault in. Or false accusations when you have no clue how it happened or what happened. There is no need to lie about it if I could just come out clean IF there was fucking something to come clean about!
I hate this fucking feeling.
More when you know there’s not much you can do, because regardless you won’t care or believe a word I say.
Just fucking sucks
Big time.
I guess… Farewell to you.

luanlegacy: no you’re not -_-” shut up

Tue, 14 May 2013 17:11:54 -0400

luanlegacy:

no you’re not -_-” shut up

titlefightclub: iu2: Coffee stain portrait by Hong Yi are you...

Tue, 14 May 2013 17:10:27 -0400

titlefightclub:

iu2:

Coffee stain portrait by Hong Yi

are you serious

I wonder

Tue, 14 May 2013 17:02:12 -0400

I don’t know why I wonder so much what you are doing..
Like every hour, minute And second I want to know what you do.
I don’t want to wonder because then I think too much.
And when I think too much I get depressed
Then when I get depressed I wonder even more and I go a little insane….
Then I try to think about other things and keep my mind busy
I try to stay busy just until it’s time to fall asleep again.
And when I wake up it’s the same exact routine.

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Mon, 13 May 2013 17:44:20 -0400

Just maybe

Fri, 10 May 2013 23:09:55 -0400

You know when you just want to scream and pour your Heart out and just have someone listen to you? Yeah…except my mouth is silent and my heart is dry and I have no one that would like to listen.

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Sun, 05 May 2013 04:21:33 -0400

Only comes around one fucking time

Sun, 05 May 2013 04:18:00 -0400

The most exciting yet weirdest thing on earth is to exist. Existing is the most Amazing thing that could be, because existing gives us the opportunity to explore, learn, enjoy, love, cry, laugh. But above all we are giving the chance to enjoy one thing one thing that sooner or later will end and it’s called life. So go enjoy it before your time runs out.

So you..This is you

Sun, 05 May 2013 04:04:54 -0400

So you..
This is you

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Sun, 05 May 2013 04:04:01 -0400